“I used to imagine your hands on my body like it was something that had already happened or
something that could happen. it seemed right in the way that it was me and you and this moment was still. now all I can see is your hands on her and
i never want you near me i never want what we could’ve been i never want what we had.
you told me I was a door that never shut and that’s why you kept coming back so I swear to god there isn’t even a house at this address anymore there isn’t anything here for you to come home to
so just fucking don’t.”
— we both made mistakes but mine was staying -lily rain